Well the day has come. Ill be on my own out here. My dad still lives close but my kids are gone. Julio doesn’t know what he wants and that sucks. He’s lived here his whole life. Asking him to leave would be wrong just like him asking me to stay knowing I want to travel would be wrong. I have fallen for him. I trust him with my life. I don’t love him but I have love for him. I don’t want to leave him. Not yet I’m not ready. He may not understand what he’s done for me but he’s been amazing for me.
Never says much of anything but alone he won’t shut up.
I’m gonna miss my family being together. This is alot to deal with in 72 hours. I’m done. I can’t keep my eyes open anymore. Night world. Talk to you again when I can. Who knows where ill be. Alaska or London maybe even Miami. Life will keep getting better.
This is the last day I have Internet. Last time I see my sister and brother in law and family. This is crazy. I just want to go to sleep and get tomorrow over with.